27th of May, 2012. Yokohama.
A truly unforgettable day…
To be honest, I wasn’t even that excited today, before getting to the venue. Don’t get me wrong, I was happy when I got the ticket and I knew how difficult it was to get one. I’m in the fanclub but I still failed to get most of what I applied for. Today I had VIP seats but I still wasn’t over the moon.
To be honest, I haven’t been excited about anything lately. I know this might sound cheesy and stupid, but I’m sure everyone going through a heartbreak will understand. I just kept crying, every night without fail I’d cry and then promise myself I’d never cry again because I’m stronger than this. But when someone hurts you every single day and you still have to face them, pain just won’t go away.
But I don’t feel pain now. I know, this will earn a few facepalms. I don’t care though.
I’m just grateful that Big Bang exists, that they have this something that doesn’t just make you feel stronger, it does make you stronger. They have energy and vitality and beautiful voices that reach out to you. Wonderful music that either makes you dance like a person possessed or just stand there, unable to move, touched by its gorgeous sounds. They always give it their best and I realized, they’ve been through some much shit and yet they’re enjoying life. Why can’t I do the same? I’m sure I haven’t been through half of that stuff.
They always make sure to interact with the fans, anyone who says they’re arrogant can shut up now. They’re basically always moving just to wave to everyone and have eye contact with as many people as possible. They love what they do and they love that we love it too. I believe that they truly appreciate each and every fan. I was in the first row today and have observed them from the beginning until the end and I can really say there is nothing fake about them.
I wish that everyone will have that experience one day, and this world tour is just the first one so I’m sure many of you will.
They’re just people, obviously, but they’re amazing people. And I’m really happy Big Bang is getting more and more popular because they deserve all the attention they can get.
Reporting from the yellow sea :)
~Lina
What’s “MISSION BLUE”?
- MISSION BLUE is a task passed around twitter by the Japanese VIPz; The ‘task’ being… turning off their yellow light sticks and turning on a blue one instead, in honor of BIGBANG’s BLUE performance. It’s a little surprise J-VIPz prepared for BIGBANG :)
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