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27th of May, 2012. Yokohama.
A truly unforgettable day…
To be honest, I wasn’t even that excited today, before getting to the venue. Don’t get me wrong, I was happy when I got the ticket and I knew how difficult it was to get one. I’m in the fanclub but I still failed to get most of what I applied for. Today I had VIP seats but I still wasn’t over the moon.
To be honest, I haven’t been excited about anything lately. I know this might sound cheesy and stupid, but I’m sure everyone going through a heartbreak will understand. I just kept crying, every night without fail I’d cry and then promise myself I’d never cry again because I’m stronger than this. But when someone hurts you every single day and you still have to face them, pain just won’t go away.
But I don’t feel pain now. I know, this will earn a few facepalms. I don’t care though.
I’m just grateful that Big Bang exists, that they have this something that doesn’t just make you feel stronger, it does make you stronger. They have energy and vitality and beautiful voices that reach out to you. Wonderful music that either makes you dance like a person possessed or just stand there, unable to move, touched by its gorgeous sounds. They always give it their best and I realized, they’ve been through some much shit and yet they’re enjoying life. Why can’t I do the same? I’m sure I haven’t been through half of that stuff.
They always make sure to interact with the fans, anyone who says they’re arrogant can shut up now. They’re basically always moving just to wave to everyone and have eye contact with as many people as possible. They love what they do and they love that we love it too. I believe that they truly appreciate each and every fan. I was in the first row today and have observed them from the beginning until the end and I can really say there is nothing fake about them.
I wish that everyone will have that experience one day, and this world tour is just the first one so I’m sure many of you will.
They’re just people, obviously, but they’re amazing people. And I’m really happy Big Bang is getting more and more popular because they deserve all the attention they can get.
Reporting from the yellow sea :)
~Lina
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Chat reblogged from act like nothing's wrong.
- When "BLUE" was released, you guys received positive reviews from music critics with a surprisingly neat vocal line at the intro part.
- Seungri: It was tricky when recording that track. In only a few number of songs among Big Bang's tracks I sing the chorus. I had pressure in singing the intro but G-Dragon cheered me up by saying, "Only your voice could make this song perfect. I made this song with your voice tone in my mind." I remember we modified a few parts while recording the track over and over.
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Link reblogged from memento of mine
What’s “MISSION BLUE”?
- MISSION BLUE is a task passed around twitter by the Japanese VIPz; The ‘task’ being… turning off their yellow light sticks and turning on a blue one instead, in honor of BIGBANG’s BLUE performance. It’s a little surprise J-VIPz prepared for BIGBANG :)
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Chat reblogged from k i l l † f a m e
- Isn’t it difficult for a person like you to harmonize with other Big Bang members who have strong personalities?
- Daesung: It took me some time to adjust to their characters, especially Seungri. (laugh) Out of 100 percent he had 100 percent of confidence, which is totally the opposite of me. I think that’s why people have been telling me that we look awkward when being together on TV. Seungri & I are like brothers and we learn a lot from each other too. I realized that I have to learn certain qualities that Seungri has. Slowly, I’m finding a compromising point between us and without him, I wouldn’t have been able to come back to the music scene.
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Photoset reblogged from memento of mine
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Chat reblogged from memento of mine
- Question: Your scariest experience since debut?
- Seungri: A scary moment was once 3 years ago, I had a slump. What I mean by that is that I couldn’t control my emotions. Because I debuted at an early age and suddenly gained fame. However, during one of our broadcasts, GD did something to me. During the broadcast, there was a question that asked “Does anybody watch porn?” and GD said, “SEUNGRI!” And you know, that’s embarrassing. At a young age. When all the fans are watching too. I was scared that I would be seen as a member who enjoyed looking at inappropriate things. I mean, now, I can pass it off as (this is a play on Korean words) “Of course! I watch baseball footage!” But back then I didn’t know. Broadcasts I mean. I wasn’t really a star but a trainee who really wanted to be a star. That slump came then. I couldn’t control my facial expressions. My face stiffened and “Who, me?” It became like that. All the members were very taken aback, “Seungri~ you watch it~~~^^” “No..” The atmosphere became really cold. What could I have done? The camera’s red light was rolling, and I was breaking out into a sweat.. well after that I got into a lot of trouble.
- In the car I got “You’re a celebrity? Huh? In broadcast even if you’re sad you have to laugh and even if it’s funny you have to cry. Are you kidding me?” I was in a lot of trouble. I cried alone a lot. I mean, I’m a person, I get angry and happy and they’re separate.. I didnt understand so I cried a lot. Yang CEO called me. He must have heard. “What’s wrong” “Nothing” “Did you cry?” “No” “You’re eyes are all swollen” “Yes I cried” Then he said “Seungri, you know, if you can’t control your own emotions how are you going to affect others?” He was right. For example, if a baseball player has to pitch a ball but if his face can be read then a homerun will be hit.. because he can’t control his face. It’s the same thing. During a broadcast, a person who cannot control his emotion and laughs during a sad song or cries during a fun song… what’s the listener supposed to do? I felt like I had been knocked off my feet then. It was so embarrassing. All of it. From then on, the Seungri you see now has been made. I can take any attacks and questions. I think that this is why I can be funny now too.
- Qustion: That went on air?
- Seungri: Of course. You can probably find it by using “Seungri porn incident” My facial expression changed completely. It was so awkward. You know that feeling? Honestly, like when someone invites me to a birthday party, I don’t go. Most people try to have a huge party with lots of people such as at a karaoke. But then there will be people who know this person who knows this person… but then some people won’t know other people. OK! We’ve met. “Let’s have a toast!” But then there’s always one person who doesn’t raise their classes. Here’s that one person. And then I said. “Let’s have a toast!” “Oh I can’t drink alcohol. I have tea” “We can have one glass” ”I can’t drink alcohol” “So just drink one glass” “I told you I can’t” And they keep picking fights. I don’t like this type of atmosphere. Korea has so many people with aggressive personalities so this is bound to happen. So I realized. You know.
- translated by: aegyusex.tumblr.com
